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发表于 2006-9-9 05:58 | 显示全部楼层 |阅读模式
<p>*(在旧论坛传过这些图片,但是数量比较多,而且,孤冷得没有文字~但是,也许,有了文字,会更显孤冷)</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>(一) <br/>我微笑着,冷漠地看着身边的每个人,那是一种歇斯底里的微笑,两种极端的交点.我已忘了怎样去哭.一个人坐在角落里,我面无表情地靠着冰冷的墙壁,汲取着手中热茶的唯一一点热量.看着嬉笑的人群,依旧微笑,我的悲伤没人发觉.</p><p><br/>&nbsp;</p><p><img src="attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/20069821581328062.jpg" border="0" onload="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onmouseover="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.style.cursor=\'hand\'; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onclick="if(!this.resized) {return true;} else {window.open(\'attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/20069821581328062.jpg\');}" onmousewheel="return imgzoom(this);" alt="" /></p><p>(二) <br/>血不断从手上的伤口中涌出来,我忘了痛,任新鲜的血液一滴滴地坠落在地板上.突然,我发现自己的血不是鲜红色的,它的颜色与寂寞相同,我已忘了寂寞的颜色. <br/><br/>打开门,我闻到了冬天的气息,而我的心却无法冬眠,在寒风中,赤裸的心灵被撕裂,痛到麻木,失去了感觉.</p><p><br/>&nbsp;</p><img src="attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/20069821583612494.jpg" border="0" onload="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onmouseover="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.style.cursor=\'hand\'; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onclick="if(!this.resized) {return true;} else {window.open(\'attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/20069821583612494.jpg\');}" onmousewheel="return imgzoom(this);" alt="" /><br/>: N5 j: I8 O# u" O% }6 B
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 楼主| 发表于 2006-9-9 06:00 | 显示全部楼层
<p>(三) <br/>我与寂寞同一国度,这或许是宿命.黑暗里我点起一支蜡烛,昏黄的火焰轻轻地跳动着,那是寂静的心跳.蜡烛然尽,黑暗吞噬了我,没有反抗,没有挣扎.我早已习惯了漆黑一片. <br/><br/>独自走在深夜无人的街,我的世界仍然只有我自己,寒冷和无奈悄悄地蔓延,我与痛苦为伍. </p><p>&nbsp;</p><img src="attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/20069821593548755.jpg" border="0" onload="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onmouseover="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.style.cursor=\'hand\'; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onclick="if(!this.resized) {return true;} else {window.open(\'attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/20069821593548755.jpg\');}" onmousewheel="return imgzoom(this);" alt="" /><br/>(四) <br/>  沸腾的白开水不停地冒着热气,我呆呆地看着它,思绪一点一点地飞离我的身体. <br/><br/>            我在想什么? <br/><br/>            我还能做什么? <br/><br/>          不断地问着自己,没有回答. <br/><br/>           我已经习惯了质疑自己. <br/><br/>    没有思想,却有呼吸,清晰地呼吸,我可以听得见自己心跳的声音. <br/><br/>有力地一下一下,我到底还是活着的.&nbsp;&nbsp;<br/><img src="attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/200698220377838.jpg" border="0" onload="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onmouseover="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.style.cursor=\'hand\'; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onclick="if(!this.resized) {return true;} else {window.open(\'attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/200698220377838.jpg\');}" onmousewheel="return imgzoom(this);" alt="" /><br/>
 楼主| 发表于 2006-9-9 06:01 | 显示全部楼层
<p>(五) <br/>打开电脑,听见鼠标和键盘在宁静的夜里发出清脆的声音.QQ上没有人.突然有人要求通过身份验证,在他的自我介绍一栏,我看见了一句颇有道理的话:"因为无聊所以上网,上了网却更寂寞!" <br/><br/>毫不犹豫地,我握着鼠标按下了"通过验证",然后下线,关闭了电脑.躺在床上,双眼望着天花板,不停想着那句话. <br/><br/>             原来,我早已习惯了无聊.&nbsp;&nbsp;<br/><img src="attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982204032490.jpg" border="0" onload="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onmouseover="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.style.cursor=\'hand\'; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onclick="if(!this.resized) {return true;} else {window.open(\'attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982204032490.jpg\');}" onmousewheel="return imgzoom(this);" alt="" /></p><p>(六) <br/>我的生命没有意义,我的生活没有快乐,因为无奈,由于无情.没有目标,我以自己独特的方式活着,活在自己的世界中. <br/><br/>走在路上,不去理会那些指点和冷眼,我依然从容坚定地向前走着,脸上还是挂着莫名的微笑.生命中的过客,何必念念不忘,那你是否也只是我的过客?想起你,我收起笑容,停下了脚步,抬头看看天,不是蓝色的,是寂寞的颜色. <br/><br/>            我无法强迫自己不去想你. <br/><br/></p><img src="attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982205858758.jpg" border="0" onload="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onmouseover="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.style.cursor=\'hand\'; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onclick="if(!this.resized) {return true;} else {window.open(\'attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982205858758.jpg\');}" onmousewheel="return imgzoom(this);" alt="" /><br/>
 楼主| 发表于 2006-9-9 06:02 | 显示全部楼层
<p>(七) <br/>窝在沙发上,用手不停地用力揉着太阳穴,习惯性的偏头痛侵袭着我.桌上放着一杯冰水和止痛片,我没有去碰她们,闭上眼睛,感受着疼痛带给我的压力.我已习惯了折磨自己. <br/><br/>冰冷的手上忽然感觉到了温暖,原来是滚烫的泪水,我以为自己早已没有了眼泪 </p><p>&nbsp;</p><p><img src="attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982214036154.jpg" border="0" onload="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onmouseover="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.style.cursor=\'hand\'; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onclick="if(!this.resized) {return true;} else {window.open(\'attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982214036154.jpg\');}" onmousewheel="return imgzoom(this);" alt="" /></p><p>八) <br/><br/><br/>         天使有翅膀,我没有,所以我不是天使. <br/><br/>         魔鬼有魔力,我没有,所以我不是魔鬼. <br/><br/>         我有的,是无奈,绝望和孤独的自由. <br/><br/>       心底的希望和绝望激烈地斗争着,获胜的却是无奈. <br/><br/>         我已学会了接受无奈,想无奈妥协. <br/><br/>    天使的缺点是太善良,魔鬼的缺点是太邪恶,我的缺点是太懦弱. </p><p><br/>&nbsp;</p><img src="attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982215845596.jpg" border="0" onload="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onmouseover="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.style.cursor=\'hand\'; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onclick="if(!this.resized) {return true;} else {window.open(\'attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982215845596.jpg\');}" onmousewheel="return imgzoom(this);" alt="" /><br/>
 楼主| 发表于 2006-9-9 06:03 | 显示全部楼层
<p>(九) <br/>      轻轻地闭上眼睛,使劲,贪婪地呼吸着没有你的空气. <br/><br/>          是自由?还是思念?我无法回答自己 <br/><br/>          原来没有你的空气如此地稀薄. <br/><br/>          我也学会了去适应空气的稀冷. <br/><br/>            笑过,哭过,吵过,闹过. <br/><br/>            如今我需要的,只是冷漠. <br/><img src="attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982224512548.jpg" border="0" onload="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onmouseover="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.style.cursor=\'hand\'; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onclick="if(!this.resized) {return true;} else {window.open(\'attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982224512548.jpg\');}" onmousewheel="return imgzoom(this);" alt="" /></p><p>(十) <br/>明媚的阳光透过窗子,暖暖地照在我的身上.睁开眼睛,用手挡了挡刺眼的光线,蒙上被子,我准备继续被打断的美梦. <br/><br/>美梦一旦被惊醒便无法在延续.气恼地从床上坐起身来,双手支着头,我的头发凌乱地垂了下来.梦醒了.我对自己苦笑着摇摇头,带着绝望去接受现实,去迎接毫无意义的新的一天.我已习惯了一成不变的生活. <br/><br/></p><img src="attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/200698223666032.jpg" border="0" onload="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onmouseover="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.style.cursor=\'hand\'; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onclick="if(!this.resized) {return true;} else {window.open(\'attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/200698223666032.jpg\');}" onmousewheel="return imgzoom(this);" alt="" /><br/>
 楼主| 发表于 2006-9-9 06:03 | 显示全部楼层
<p>(十一) <br/>"背影是真的,人是假的,没什么执着,一百年前你不是你,我不是我,悲哀是真的,泪是假的,本来没因果,一百年后没有你也没有我." <br/><br/>恍惚之间我仿佛看见了你,伸出手,却只触碰到一片空白.我知道,一百年后你依然会是你,只是少了我的思念. <br/><img src="attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982233879872.jpg" border="0" onload="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onmouseover="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.style.cursor=\'hand\'; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onclick="if(!this.resized) {return true;} else {window.open(\'attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982233879872.jpg\');}" onmousewheel="return imgzoom(this);" alt="" /></p><p>(十二) <br/>风吹乱了我的头发,我不在意,慢慢地走在寒冬的街头.我麻木地移动着,有点模糊,隐隐约约看见你在我的前方,一步一步向前,你却离我越来越远. <br/><br/>我拼命地向你狂奔,知道你在我的眼前消失.停下脚步大口大口地喘着粗气,我开始笑,笑自己的傻,笑自己的愚蠢. <br/><br/></p><img src="attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982235541247.jpg" border="0" onload="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onmouseover="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.style.cursor=\'hand\'; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onclick="if(!this.resized) {return true;} else {window.open(\'attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982235541247.jpg\');}" onmousewheel="return imgzoom(this);" alt="" /><br/>
 楼主| 发表于 2006-9-9 06:05 | 显示全部楼层
<p>(十三) <br/>房间里,书本堆满了整个桌子,我坐在堆积如山的书本面前,叹了口气.沉默了片刻,我突然站起来,伸手抓过那些令人乏味的破书,用力地朝四周的墙上扔去,然后把自己重重地摔在床上. <br/><br/>许久,我起身把那些书一本一本拾起来,重新放到桌子上,无可奈何地笑笑,把自己埋进了书堆. <br/><img src="attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982242775112.jpg" border="0" onload="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onmouseover="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.style.cursor=\'hand\'; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onclick="if(!this.resized) {return true;} else {window.open(\'attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982242775112.jpg\');}" onmousewheel="return imgzoom(this);" alt="" /><br/>(十四) <br/>   趴在桌子上,我把脸深深地埋进自己的臂弯,眼泪竟这样涌了出来. <br/><br/>    我不断做着深呼吸,企图平抚心里的波动,可我控制不了自己. </p><p>&nbsp;</p><p><img src="attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982244444768.jpg" border="0" onload="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onmouseover="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.style.cursor=\'hand\'; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onclick="if(!this.resized) {return true;} else {window.open(\'attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/2006982244444768.jpg\');}" onmousewheel="return imgzoom(this);" alt="" /></p><p>(十五) <br/> 我卸下了虚伪的微笑,摆出一张疲倦的脸.对你的眷恋依旧,只是我以学会了隐藏. <br/><br/>    我的生活依然一如既往地平静,唯一的波动就是想你时的泪水. <br/><br/>           诱惑,我们的距离以光年计算&nbsp;&nbsp;<br/><br/></p><p><img src="attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/200698225187467.jpg" border="0" onload="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onmouseover="if(this.width>screen.width*0.7) {this.resized=true; this.width=screen.width*0.7; this.style.cursor=\'hand\'; this.alt=\'Click here to open new window\nCTRL+Mouse wheel to zoom in/out\';}" onclick="if(!this.resized) {return true;} else {window.open(\'attachments/dvbbs/2006-9/200698225187467.jpg\');}" onmousewheel="return imgzoom(this);" alt="" /></p><p><font color="#ff0000">寂寞在歌唱..我感受着冰冷的气息.</font><br/></p>
发表于 2006-9-9 08:24 | 显示全部楼层
太美了,如果是原创的话,那简直是诱惑……
发表于 2006-9-9 08:47 | 显示全部楼层
文比图更好
发表于 2006-9-11 04:43 | 显示全部楼层
OOOK
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